I've been told my heart is too open. I feel everything so completely. I love DEEPLY. I trust rarely, but when I do, that trust is given fully. I dream big...I wish hard....I hope with every fibre and I give EVERYTHING. And I am lost.
I have no strength to give to myself. No love left for myself. I live, empty, every day. My friends....and there aren't so many of them.....mean too much to me. More than I mean to me. The thought of them makes my heart open like a flower.... but then the thought of being a disapointment to them makes me wilt. I am forever a child, filled with the never forgetting but I am also a terrifying, awe inspiring woman who is too afraid to shine.
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